Kenapa?

Don't break my heart? This sentence is easy to say but it is difficult to elaborate. Harap2 nya org yg berkenaan sudi membaca entry nie. Kadang2 kita dah rasa kita dah fully tolerate with everyone but why this person never pleased me at all. Almost 10 years, cuba n cuba nak knowing each other and have a good moment with her. Tergamak dia tolak saya hingga hampir terjatuh. x ingat ke saya nie carry my unborn baby. Alhamdulillah, I was fine but totally hurt...my heart is hurting till now. Kalau dia benci saya pun apalah salah saya mlm tu...yes my children were playing as usual and they were not fighting...I tried ignoring her everytime she was nagging about my kids. Until she came in to the ladies room at our homestay, staring sharp at me and eventually got me out from the room to check on my children. So, as usual I asked the kids for what they had done that make her anger raised high. Off course they were playing with the PSP and the others at the living room said the kids were not naughty. I was confused, then I took my kids to the kitchen and they were scared if I  was going to punish them. Of course, I didn't but the little was screaming ...kuat le pulak tu...then she came and pulled my kids to her..mcm nak selamatkan budak2 tu. And pushed towards the wall without sympathy. Saya tak boleh cite lagi...my tears is dripping again.......