This year is such a challenging time for me and particularly my family. My work is getting harder and is seemed more complicated. I can't predict the future or my life after tomorrow. Maybe there is a chance for me to know myself better. everyone looking for a better life, more sensible memory and definitely dreaming of luxurious and problem solver life. So do I. Am I stiil breathing after I'm fallen asleep tonite? Once in my life before, I was panicked with this no answer question, then it was led me to K. Puspa. Her advise is so simple and meaningfull"If you keep thinking about how your children will be after your death, so there is no answer for that, but if you is trying enogh to feed them with religious study, good attitude and make sure they puttheir first love to Allah, you will feeling better". So let me simplify everything in my mind before it is reaching the avalanche level, so I wont be saturated. Come on...I should be myself..no more split attitude. Why...because I'm still looking to be me because of my believing in Allah, not because to be more more happy ala syok sakan...but not improving of anything as my age getting older...Yeah...maybe...to many x ikhlas thing about me..then my life is not having long lasting happiness....
-don't worry about ur husband will cari lain
-don't worry abour your salary
-don't worry about your wardrobe
-don't worry about bla bla
but I should worry about what about me when someone put me in the hole and leave me alone, and I will only wear such a piece of white sheet, so do you....
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